Sunday, April 29th, 2007
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5:42 pm - dave
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dave came to visit me at bonaventure last night. i love this guy. he's freaking amazing
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Sunday, March 25th, 2007
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4:00 pm
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alright babysitting went well last night. when i got back i invited pat over. then i got an im from him saying that he was stopped in the hall on the way to my room by alli. he made up some excuse like he had to give mariusz his cell phone, like he was in my room. so at breakfast today alli confronted me and now most of the team thinks that pat and i had sex last night, when he didnt even make it to my room at all. hes kinda upset about it. but ive had alot worse things happen, besides its not true so i just think that the situation is funny. ohhhhhh well. maybe pat and i should not give this whole hookup buddies thing a try after all.
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Friday, March 23rd, 2007
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10:45 pm - update
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alright so nick and i broke up almost a month ago. i did it at 1:30 in the morning, the sunday after a-10s when we got back from the banquet. then later that night when we were having our after a10s team party, i hooked up with pat. who is mariusz' roommate. yeaaaaa awkward. mariusz is still my best best friend and i love him dearly. he is coming home to spend easter with me and my family. soooo now pat kinda has a little crush on me. he came over last weekend, he was drunk and kept trying to put moves on me. we cuddled in my bed, but when he started to have wandering hands, i moved them and told him that i did not want to do that. he agreed that it would be for the best. the next morning i guess he felt really stupid about it and appologized for a long time. pat is such a sweet and chill kid. hes a swimmer also, and a backstroker just like yours truely ;) so there was an option that mariusz was going to go to polish nationals but he decided against it since he would be missing at least 2 weeks of school and he is already not doing too well. im also happy cause if he went then that would mean that he wouldnt be able to come home with me for easter. alright so swimming is in the off season now and i did pretty crappy at a10s except for my 100 backstroke. i got to be in the relay which the most exciting thing in my swimming career so far and we came in second place. could possibly be the only chance i will ever have at getting a medal at championships. our team as a whole did not do well. this was the first year that we did not come in second place to richmond. and we didnt come in third... or fourth. mariusz swam really well and ended up winning the 200 breastroke which is so exciting for a freshman. alright on to dave. dave is my sister bf's best friend. we were set up the first time over christmas break of my freshman year. then we would randomly hook up whenever the four of us would go out together. this past summer he finally asked my sister for my phone number... but then he never used it. that is until nick and i were getting back together, thats when dave asked me out for the first time. we went on our first date the week after i broke up with nick. it was super nice and we went for coffee and sat and talked for hours. the next week we went on our second date, he took me out to dinner, then we had some drinks at a bar while watching a sabres game, then we went back to the house and watched some tv and hooked up. it was nice. i really like him. but im still at school for another couple months so there is nothing going on with me and dave for now until i can be home for the summer since he lives and goes to school in buffalo. so with the pat situation. i do like him and think hes chill i just wish that we had met and hooked up at the begining of the year instead of now. he lives in rhode island and i know that we would never see eachother over the summer, and my summer romance would be devoted to dave. so i think ill just have a little fun with pat for now. but i def need to talk to him and make sure that he understands that this is nothing serious. cara is going home for the weekend so im thinking of asking pat if he wants to come over tomorrow night ;) it would be really late though because i have my first babysitting job her tomorrow night. im babysitting a 10 year old girl and 8 year old boy from about 5 to midnight. so i will let pat know that i would like to see him but that i would like him to be almost completely sober, so that we both know what is actually going on. concidering the one time we really did hook up, we were both wasted and i was also high as fuck. alllllright so i went to connecticut to spend spring break with my best friend in the world, bethny. we had some good times and alot of cuddling... with her cat :) we went to boston one night to see jeffy which was the begining of our trouble! i ended up sleeping in jeffy's dorm cause he didnt want me to leave. but bethny had a curfew and could only stay with us for 45 mins. she ended up getting home over an hour late. not good. then when she had to pick me up from the bus station the next day she got really lost so we got back late to get her sister to a drs appointment. i thought her mom was going to kill us. so it was my idea to make dinner for the family as an appology. there was no food in the house. i ended up making a really good alfredo sauce with mushroom and we made some pasta and then corn as a side dish. we left it out for when the rest of the family got home. bad news; the cat ended up eating alot of the dinner so we couldnt have any of it. that sucked. this entry has no order whatsoever but thats ok.
the end
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Monday, December 11th, 2006
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9:41 pm
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so today i had a long talk with both my sister and her bf about the parents wanting dan to come to christmas with dad's side of the family. it was so insane. mariusz came over last night and we watched a movie like normal. he ended up falling asleep on the futon and spent the night. cara was pissed that i didnt give her a heads up about it but how could i if we both just fell asleep and didnt plan on him sleeping over? I just took 2 finals today and handed in the fianl for figure drawing which was a 5 foot tall picture of my face. it pretty much sucked. ive been having ear infections in alternating ears for the past couple of weeks and they really hurt. i really like nick, starting to fall in love with him. really weird i never thought we would be together again. bad thing is i am becoming really close with mariusz and there is definately a mutual attraction. nothing will come of that as long as i have a bf and i dont want to lose nick. but there is something so sweet and alluring about this polish boy ;) right now i will keep mariusz as my best friend and nick as my love. i do not want to lose either of them. they both mean so much to me. nick is so sweet and attentive, so is mariusz. he has a polish sense of politeness and properness that you do not find in american boys.
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Sunday, December 10th, 2006
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8:52 pm - canisus
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so its been super long. just finished my first semester of my sophmore year. next week is exam week. today we swam canisus and i did really well and my relay broke the pool record. im back together with nick pabst, the boy i dated 3 years ago. mmmmm yea thats all i want to write
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
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8:05 pm - bethycakes
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sooo this is an entry for my bestest friend bethny who now lives alot closer to me so we see eachother almost everyday! last night was wonderful because i finally saw matt and mitch's apartment. and it is right down the street from bethny so i took her along. so her me matt mitch and mcguire just played drinking games all night and got shit faced. and bethny smoked alot with the boys and played a game of guessing what time it was, with mcguire. good times! love those boys, feels like last summer all over again. then we went back to bethny's dorm and i slept over it was wonderful. we ate poptarts at 4 in the morning
current mood:  loved
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Friday, June 30th, 2006
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11:26 am - oh hey livejournal!
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soooo i have not updated this in FOREVER let me try to catch you up
i broke up with dan and started dating ceyhan, the 22 year old boy swimmer from turkey who i cheated on dan with. we were together off and on the entire school year. then there was russ. We had amazing sex but he was insane so i broke that off. then there was phil. he was too boring an pure for me so that lasted oh about a week. so now it is summer. bethny i love you and the fact that you are the 'bad' one of us now. GREAT.
now to tell you about grant. ive known him since 4th grade, we became friends in high school and now we're really close. there has always been sexual tension between us. now he is in washington in the army but we spead at least 4 hours a week on the phone together and even more time talking online. basically we're in love but it can never be. he is only coming home to buffalo for 2 weeks before moving to germany for at least the next 3 years. he is scheduled to be stationed in iraq in 2008. hopefully things won't come to that and this 'war' will be over. grant has mentioned how he wishes that we could just be together for awhile, fall in love, and i would move to germany with him. im not gonna lie that sounds pretty tempting. i really want him to come home NOW. but im worried too that we will become too attatched to eachother and i do not want to have my heart ripped out when we have to leave eachother at the end of the summer.
now for jeffy who will forever be my boy. we are basically family and we're gonna get married. i love him with all my heart and i know he loves me too. he is home for the summer and we are having the most amazing time together. ive missed this so much. hes a good little asian boy and is going to MIT next year. travis is going to NC state but his mom is moving which breaks my heart. so i do not know if i will really ever see travis again after this summer though i am sure that we will be keeping in touch. annnnnnnd i found out that my best friend ever, and love of my life, and basically clone of myself, bethny is moving to connecticut. 4 best friends will all be in 4 different states next year. We have always been destined to be together and i know that we will always stay in touch.
ok annnnnd im not rooming with al next year but with cara who lived across the hall from us. shes from clarence and i love her dearly.
ummmmm so that is the cliffs notes version of things that have taken place over the past 8 months since i updated last.
oh yea! i did really really well in my swimming championships. first time under a minute in the 100 back and i went a 2:09 in my 200 back! wow i can't wait to see what the next 3 years will bring to my swimming career.
current mood:  miss being in a boys arms
current music: theme song from 21 jump street
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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1:51 pm
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my very first college swim meet was yesterday and we won!!! the boys did too, we kicked duquese's ass. i wasnt too happy with my relay times but coach was. he says that they were really good for the first meet of the season. i was really happy with my 200 backstroke i went a 2:13 which is right at my best time. i guess all the work on 200's that coach has been making me do have really been paying off. we have another meet next friday and its bound to be another good one. i was sad because steve said he would come up for my first meet and stay over with me so that we can cuddle together, but he fell off the face of the earth once again. also brittany could not get off of work to come visit. but it was ok. last night was really fun celebrating and we had a recruit come to stay with us. she was real chill I hope that she decides to come to bonaventure next year.
also i must say that christine battaglia and mitch gunther are my favorite people right now
deb i miss you so much i want to come see you but my stupid swim schedule will not allow it. i wish there was some way you could come to see me!!
current mood:  pleased
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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6:06 pm
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so i broke up with dan today. don't worry everything is good. really good. we're still friends, well basically the relationship is exactly the same except now we get to hookup with other people. so its all good. my sister is picking him up this weekend and we're all goin out to lunch. im so excited i havnt seen my sister in a long time. ahhhhhhhhh SEEEEESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my new picture is of me and my room mate at the howie day concert. aren't we cute!?
current mood: happy
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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8:12 pm - remember when i used to update 3 times a day?
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alright time for and update. swimming is the death of me, or is it this cold that i am dying from? elle i think that you jinxed me cause dan and i got in our first fight today and it was intense. hes mad cause he doesnt think im trying hard enough in the relationship and he is angry that i can't see him more often. yea we screamed at eachother for quite a while. but then he appologized many times. i dont know what to do. im thinking of breaking it off with him cause i can't be the girlfriend that he wants me to be. but then he threatens that if we break up it would be like breaking up with his entire family and all of his friends. i love the boy to death but i just dont want to dissappoint him.
also i really really need bethny. it has been 3 months since i have seen her last. shes like a drug and i feel like im going through withdrawl. also i want matty kruppikins to come visit me since he has his license now. and mark? ohhhh yes i miss that boy too. remember when we would lay in the grass in my backyard not studying and talking for hours upon hours? those were good times.
and what brittany and i are friends?!!! yes that is right. travis' ex and i are now friends and it makes me really happy. :) shes even coming up to bonaventure pretty soon and hopefully we can hang out. that would be great!
current mood:  confused
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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7:27 pm - its been a long time
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wow its been a long time since ive updated and so much has gone on. the swim team is so much fun i love all the girls and the boys are pretty funny. there is one freshman girl that annoys everyone though 'cocco' cause she acts like shes our mother, skips out on sets, and was photgraphed hanging around the foreigners apartment only wearing a towel because she had just finished having sex with one of them. way to go cocco. its hilarious too because she will agree with whatever anyone is saying even if she contradicts herself in the next sentence. this really pisses one of the sophmores, tayrn off so she mocks her by saying something like "i really like something, but i really don't at the same time" things got so bad that coach even had to have a talk with some of the girls because aparently cocco had been 'crying' which is bs.
anyway what else has happened? oh yea i got drunk at the freshmand initiation party and hooked up with a swimming boy. whats worse is that this was the night of dan's 20th birthday. i don't lie to him so i told him what had happened and he broke up with me. he left me really nasty text messages basically yelling at me for lying to him about ever loving him. later that night i talked for an hour with one of his really good friends matt, who ive become really close with and he said that the best thing would be for me to try to talk things over with dan. so i did. after a lot of yelling and crying and appologizing, we worked things out and got back together a little over 12 hours after we had broken up. now dan is coming to pick me up tomorrow to take me to buffalo for the weekend. im really excited and i hope to be seeing some of you. whats funny is that im not even telling my parents that im coming home, im just going to be staying at dans house because we need a lot of time to patch everything back together.
back to swimming. i have to wake up every morning a 5 and either swim or do crazy hard weight lifting and dryland, then go to class, then go swimming again. i have never been more sore in my entire life. but i am really excited about how good of shape i am going to be in. its insane this is only the second full week of coach practices and i can already feel my body begin to tone up.
i really miss bethny but i hope to be seeing her soon. she might be able to come stay for the weekend in a couple of weeks and then we can cuddle like old times. obv i will take her to a party and let her drink which will be something new for the two of us. but only if she comes on a saturday because i am only aloud out on saturdays because no one on the swim team is allowed to drink if we have practice the next day and the only day that we dont have practice is on sundays. ohhhhhh i love sundays. speaking of sundays i am trying to find a new church to go to while im at bonaventure. the school is catholic along with most of the other girl swimmers. they usually go to the 9 pm mass. but i knew that i never wanted to go back to the catholic church. so i think i will start going to a lutheran church with one of the senior boys and another one of the frosh girls.
also i must say that phil smith is my new friend and i <3 him
current mood:  crazy
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
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8:50 am - mmmm school
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im at bonas now. good times. i really like my roomie and the rest of the swimming girls are really cool. the boy swimmers are even better i love that last night alex and i skipped all of the new student activities and went to a party in the upper classman's dorm. PERFECT. except for the fact that all of them were yelling at me to dump my bf and that they would find a better guy for me. i just want to say ummmmmmmm i love dan <333
current mood:  cheerful
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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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11:10 am - makes me sad
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i miss dan and bethny. but mostly bethny because i havnt seen her in 238473489 days and ive only been apart from dan for 4.
soooo im sitting her watching meet joe black, wearing bora bora perfume, eating cheese and crackers, and drinking lemonade.
help me i need you or i will slowly go insane.
current mood: crazy
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Friday, July 15th, 2005
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11:34 am - yayyyyyyy
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sooooo tomorrow is my 18th birthday!!!!
AND.... SEEEEESTER IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333
shes taking me to go get my nose pierced. im really excited. also i am thrilled to go see charlie and the chocolate factory tonight with phily and malika. and what harry potter comes out on my birthday? i could not ask for a better present. dan is away for a week with the boys so hes sad hes missing my birthday but it will be ok.
BETHNY I NEED YOU!!! HOW CAN I HAVE A BIRTHDAY WITHOUT YOU??
i want to have friends together on the 18 for a little birthday gathering prob at my house. deb i havent seen you since school ended and that is a terribly sad thing.
SMELLGANOR give me a call or possibly i will be calling you tonight to see if you would like to go to the movies and drool over johnny like old times.
<33333
also here is a picture from prom of me and andy doster. he's pretending hes a momma bird and im his baby. disgusting? yes. hilarious? beyond belief.
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y166/mickeymdw1/prom%20ish/DSC02697.jpg
current mood:  ecstatic
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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4:06 pm - PROM PICTURES!!!!!!
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( oh yea baby what a wonderful night )
so last night was my first official night out of the house. amanda sara and i went over to dans and hung out with the boys. it was wonderful. my sister is home now with the matthew. heading out soon to pick up elle for christine martinez's grad party and then out to a birthday dinner. should be a good night
current mood:  tired
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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1:20 am - just for yorke my love
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TLR1011: i heard krone today was extremely anal and crazy
TLR1011: and said that you needed to show more emotion
Echoes Of Icarus: OMFG
TLR1011: or something
Echoes Of Icarus: how much do you know
TLR1011: uhhh not too much
TLR1011: what happened?
Echoes Of Icarus: ok let's start from the beginning
Echoes Of Icarus: btw when this convo is done i want you to livejournal this
TLR1011: ok
Echoes Of Icarus: anyway
Echoes Of Icarus: we waited like 30 minutes for krone
Echoes Of Icarus: who was super late
Echoes Of Icarus: then when we got there he was like
Echoes Of Icarus: hug the walls
Echoes Of Icarus: stay in your lines because you'll have to hug the walsl
Echoes Of Icarus: and he kept like
Echoes Of Icarus: spacing out
Echoes Of Icarus: and thinking about random things
Echoes Of Icarus: then he yelled at collechio and was like GARY YOU BETTER HAVE YOUR WALKIE TALKIE WITH YOU AT ALL TIMES DURING THIS THING
Echoes Of Icarus: he's so mean to collechio and scinta
Echoes Of Icarus: everytime scinta said something she'd like raise her hand
Echoes Of Icarus: and be like dr. krone? may i ask something?
TLR1011: hahaha
TLR1011: i love when he puts her in her place
TLR1011: i live for those moments
Echoes Of Icarus: so then
Echoes Of Icarus: he kept flipping out at the juniors
Echoes Of Icarus: didn't tell them what to do
Echoes Of Icarus: but then would yell at them
Echoes Of Icarus: and be liek PAY ATTENTION
Echoes Of Icarus: and we'd line up to do stuff and he'd say go
Echoes Of Icarus: but then he'd be like NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING I DIDN'T SAY TO GO
TLR1011: ughhhh is that what itll be like on thursday
Echoes Of Icarus: look
TLR1011: actually it will prob be 20398435 times worse
Echoes Of Icarus: if this is the way he treats the top of the class and the class officers
Echoes Of Icarus: what do you think
Echoes Of Icarus: he'll do to all the rest of our class
Echoes Of Icarus: he already hates our class
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
Echoes Of Icarus: anyway i haven't gotten to the good parts
TLR1011: hes so glad to be rid of us
Echoes Of Icarus: after kira read hers krone was basically like
Echoes Of Icarus: um that sucked
Echoes Of Icarus: he didn't say that
Echoes Of Icarus: but he wanted to
Echoes Of Icarus: for mine he didn't catch the sarcasm
Echoes Of Icarus: in fact scinta was like
Echoes Of Icarus: "you have such lofty ideas in your speech"
Echoes Of Icarus: ahahahahahahahahahaha
Echoes Of Icarus: stephs they liked but itwas cliche
Echoes Of Icarus: ok
Echoes Of Icarus: and then for newbergs
Echoes Of Icarus: dave's speech is funny and random
Echoes Of Icarus: and krone was like
Echoes Of Icarus: i liked some parts
Echoes Of Icarus: but you overdid it in other parts
Echoes Of Icarus: and we're like
Echoes Of Icarus: that's what makes it funny
Echoes Of Icarus: and krone goes YOU KNOW
Echoes Of Icarus: THIS IS THE FIRST TIME STUDNETS HAVE DEFENDED OTHER STUDENTS SPEECHES and then he went on to say that that was unacceptable
Echoes Of Icarus: he was also like
TLR1011: hahahaha amanda told me that part
Echoes Of Icarus: THIS GRADUATION ISN"T FOR YOU GUYS
TLR1011: im glad he got mad that people in our calss get along and stick up for eachother
Echoes Of Icarus: IT'S FOR THE PARENTS
Echoes Of Icarus: yea i know
Echoes Of Icarus: you know my last line
Echoes Of Icarus: the dog thing
Echoes Of Icarus: krone told me to cut that
Echoes Of Icarus: and jess lee was like that was funny
Echoes Of Icarus: and he like glared at her
Echoes Of Icarus: and then krone was like
Echoes Of Icarus: dave some parts you go on for too long
Echoes Of Icarus: and the adults won't take you seirously and won't like it
Echoes Of Icarus: and dave's like well my mom liked it
TLR1011: haha awww
Echoes Of Icarus: and krone goes YOU KNOW I"VE BEEN DOING THIS LONGER THAN YOUR MOM AND IF YOUW ANT TO LISTEN TO HER AND NOT TO ME THEN FINE YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE OUR CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM
Echoes Of Icarus: and he also bitched through the whole thing about little things
Echoes Of Icarus: he's like IT SEEMS THAT EVERY YEAR I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THIS THING OR THAT THING AND I DON"T WANNA HAVE TO DO IT THIS YEAR
TLR1011: maybe he should just retire if he doesnt want to do his job
Echoes Of Icarus: ok but the best part was
Echoes Of Icarus: and i don't know if aynone else heard it
Echoes Of Icarus: bc krone mumbled it
Echoes Of Icarus: but
Echoes Of Icarus: you know what happened with mrs banks right
Echoes Of Icarus: how she totally flipped out on the last day of school
TLR1011: yea
Echoes Of Icarus: well she was here today
Echoes Of Icarus: critiquing our speeches
Echoes Of Icarus: and krone goes
Echoes Of Icarus: good, keep on making suggestions...while you're still here
Echoes Of Icarus: and i wanted to just get up and be like BURN
TLR1011: hahahaha
TLR1011: oh man
Echoes Of Icarus: i feel bad for banks
Echoes Of Icarus: she was just releasing all the pent up rage she's kept behind her face that has no emotion
TLR1011: eh whatever im done with that school
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
TLR1011: im so pissed our prom is so late
TLR1011: im done, i dont want to go back to the same people after finishing 2 weeks ago
Echoes Of Icarus: i don't really wanna go
Echoes Of Icarus: angela's scary
Echoes Of Icarus: because
TLR1011: i dont like her
Echoes Of Icarus: if prom isn't what she wants it to be
Echoes Of Icarus: she'll like be upset
Echoes Of Icarus: and i feel too much pressure
TLR1011: she complained to me how you never talk to her
TLR1011: and i was just like "shut up hes too good for you"
Echoes Of Icarus: when
TLR1011: at the drive in
TLR1011: i didnt actually say that
Echoes Of Icarus: did you really say that
TLR1011: i said that i had gone to 2 dances with you before
TLR1011: so basically something that had nothing to do with what she had just said
Echoes Of Icarus: when was the drive in
TLR1011: last day of school
TLR1011: that friday
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
Echoes Of Icarus: um while we still had school
Echoes Of Icarus: i talked to her
Echoes Of Icarus: i don't really talk to her now
Echoes Of Icarus: i wonder what she's thinking
Echoes Of Icarus: anyway
Echoes Of Icarus: DID YOU WATCH REAL WORLD TODAY
TLR1011: YESSSSSSSSS
TLR1011: danny and his fracture!
TLR1011: on the second night
Echoes Of Icarus: i dont' like it
Echoes Of Icarus: i get the feeling that this is gonna be like san diego
Echoes Of Icarus: and i didn't like that
Echoes Of Icarus: think about it
Echoes Of Icarus: all the people are like the same
Echoes Of Icarus: kinda
TLR1011: i feel like itll be like las vegas
Echoes Of Icarus: oh yea
TLR1011: with tons of sex
Echoes Of Icarus: cuz danny will be like doing melinda
Echoes Of Icarus: and then rachel will be jealous
Echoes Of Icarus: just like brie
TLR1011: and then jo will be with wes
Echoes Of Icarus: jo is so ugly
Echoes Of Icarus: well
TLR1011: and the weird virgin will be like that girl that left san diego, frankie
Echoes Of Icarus: when she has her hair in that ugly thing
Echoes Of Icarus: jo's butt is hge
TLR1011: i think jo is cute
Echoes Of Icarus: huge
Echoes Of Icarus: melinda is so skanky
TLR1011: melinda is the biggest slut ever
Echoes Of Icarus: i like rachel
TLR1011: its gross
TLR1011: i dont shell annoy me
Echoes Of Icarus: i liked philly
Echoes Of Icarus: chicago
Echoes Of Icarus: omg chicago was so good
Echoes Of Icarus: deb and I love chicago
TLR1011: cause of her whole "i fought in the war"
TLR1011: i dont think i watched chicago
TLR1011: i dont remember
Echoes Of Icarus: i liked paris
Echoes Of Icarus: most people don't like it
Echoes Of Icarus: didn't like it*
TLR1011: eh i didnt
Echoes Of Icarus: but i thought it was cool
TLR1011: it was boring
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
TLR1011: except i loved the gay guy
Echoes Of Icarus: simon
TLR1011: yessssssssssssss
Echoes Of Icarus: they don't have a gay guy this time
TLR1011: i LOVED him
Echoes Of Icarus: they haven't for a while
Echoes Of Icarus: not since paris
TLR1011: hmmm
TLR1011: no
TLR1011: karamo
TLR1011: and willie
Echoes Of Icarus: oh yea
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
TLR1011: on the last episode they had 2
Echoes Of Icarus: i forgot about willie
Echoes Of Icarus: karamo doesn't count
Echoes Of Icarus: karamo's just like messed up
TLR1011: haha i know
Echoes Of Icarus: u watched chicago
TLR1011: hes really straight he just couldnt find any girls
Echoes Of Icarus: remember
Echoes Of Icarus: aneesa?
Echoes Of Icarus: the really butch, nasty lesbian
TLR1011: the black one?
Echoes Of Icarus: yes
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
TLR1011: whod pee with the door open
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
TLR1011: oh yes yes
Echoes Of Icarus: rachel's bi tho
Echoes Of Icarus: score!
Echoes Of Icarus: ewww but she makes out wiht melinda
Echoes Of Icarus: ew
Echoes Of Icarus: melinda ugh
Echoes Of Icarus: during the commercial for teh show
Echoes Of Icarus: there's the part where danny's in the hospital bed
Echoes Of Icarus: and he's all fucked up
Echoes Of Icarus: and melinda's like i still think you're cute
Echoes Of Icarus: SLUT SLUT SLUT SLUT SLUT
TLR1011: haha
TLR1011: is rachel bi?
TLR1011: did she say that?
Echoes Of Icarus: i don't know
Echoes Of Icarus: one of them makes out with melinda
TLR1011: cause ive made out with girls
Echoes Of Icarus: but it's when they'r edrunk
Echoes Of Icarus: so
TLR1011: and im not bi
TLR1011: i was just drunk
Echoes Of Icarus: lol
TLR1011: hahahahhahaha
TLR1011: i kissed kira
Echoes Of Icarus: ew
TLR1011: a four way kiss
TLR1011: with amanda and kelly kramer
TLR1011: it was hilarious
Echoes Of Icarus: i gtg
TLR1011: alright
TLR1011: i will save this in the lj
current mood: crazy
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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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2:28 pm - oh food how i missed you so
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mmmmmmm im so happy and can't even explain why. im still sick and hurt and am tired but yet i feel happy and complete and loved. i have some of the best friends and team mates and coaches. ive been gettin several emails a day from girls on the bonaventure team giving me things to do and best wishes for feeling better. lance is really understanding and just wants me to be healthy for next february when the championships are. so he is not going to push me until i am fully healthy because he is worried about a relapse. talked to bethny for over an hour yesterday and it made me fall in love with that girl all over again and almost made me cry remembering all the crazy fun stuf we have done together. also amanda is wonderful i feel like we live together. shes pretty much my girlfriend, just dont tell natalie. i love her too. i like the younger ones haha yea freshmen, soon to be sophmore. and what could be better than really sweet texts from people hoping i feel better. aww youre all so cute
doctor says i should be feeling better for prom and graduation next week
current mood: loved
current music: new coldplay!!!!!
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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
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6:40 pm - someone kill me PLEASE!!!
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so today was one of the worst days ever. last week i had a fever and a headache and just didnt feel well. but i forced myself to go to school for the awards ceremony. Then i started feeling better and just forgot about it. Until a couple of days ago when i noticed that I had this huge lump on the bottom of my chin/ neck. my mom made me get up early today to go to the doctors. Good news i have strep. also they are pretty sure that i have mono too. so i had to go get bloodwork done to be positive but i won't get the results until tomorrow morning. yea so after that i had to drive myself to fill the perscription. then i took my first dose. guess what!? im allergic to it and got extremely sick and drowsy. so yea then i forced myself to go to school cause i had to turn in my lit binder and take the gov exam or else i would get a zero. so i spent a couple of mods crying. then i just didnt know what to do cause i was obviously too sick to take the test but i didnt have enought time to get a note from the doctor and get it approved by krone. So i called my mom and she met me at the nurses office. the nurse flipped out that i would even think about coming to school and she said shed take care of everything. sooooo i don't know maybe ill take the gov test tomorrow. i dunno. i can only come to school if i don't have a feaver. so great i might miss the last day of hs ever. WONDERFUL!!!!!
thanks to all of you who care about me and were trying to help me today
current mood:  sick
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
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11:19 pm - another night of guac with the girls
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went to battle of the bands with kelly and amanda tonight. poor natalie had to babysit. i just wanted to see matt gunther cause he is a cute boy and makes me want to cry when he sings. and i sat behind his mommy with kenny, but she doesnt know who i am so i always feel awkward when i see her cause i want to say hi but im pretty sure shell just give me a confused look. awwwww. courtney howard where were you. i missed you with all my heart. what was amazing, was that as i was leaving i heard someone yell out "TRACY" and andy carlo was running down the hall. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i miss that boy. and he gave me a big hug which made me happier than anything. why don't we hang out. i have your cell number i will give it a ring sometime.
hmmmmm yea so after we went to tops and got some avacados to make some guac and chips with a hint of lime which are AMAZING. then we watched napolean untill kelly's sister came to pick her up cause she accidently dyed half of her hair bleach blond and the other half carrot orange. she needed kelly to go home and help her. soooo funny.
bethny i love you more than anything and there is no boy that deserves you. you are perfect and any boy that cannot see that is not worth the time of day. i will come and kick any boy that hurts you, in the face. i will come to the meet saturday to see you <3333333
mark i hope you feel better cause i would love to see you tomorrow night
current mood: thankful
current music: the verve pipe
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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
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6:30 pm
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im just so angry its not funny. i was kinda looking forward to going to school and seeing all the people i didnt see this weekend. i was even going to go in early. but i woke up at 8:00 and i was freezing and in a cold sweat. i took my temperature and i had a fever of 100.5 which is sweet since my normal temp is 97.2. sooooooo needless to say, i did not go to school. i will be there tomorrow however but it sucks cause i have to be there for first mod for the stupid senior tea. what is that?
so basically i really want to talk to people/ hang out. mark did you get any dirty looks from any of my friends? i wouldnt be surprised. i havnt seen/talked to you in 20357349857 days which is weird. i dont think i like it too much.
other things that make me uncomfortable? hanging out with dan and when he asks me about my bf i have to explain to him that i have no clue whats going on because i havnt talked to him in 5 days and how dan calls more often. ummmmmmmmm yea. well dan had people over last night since he left early this morning with his neighborhood boys for a camping trip.
i named my car templeton after the rat in charlote's web
i love amanda banach's little sister natalie. she is the most amazing freshman ever. we ran outside together in shower caps to play in the rain, also i took her to a concert and we got really lost. annnnnd this girl is so crazy emo and she reminds me of bethny soo much. i love that her video camera is glued to her hand at all times. speaking of bethny, where are you? i miss you.
current mood:  restless
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